smh "Its a Recession"

i swear u hear those 3 words everywhere you go. that is everyone [[especially blak ppl]] excuse for everything.

No money..r. its a recession

No food... its a recession

No hw... its a recession

so 2day i finally felt the effects of this Recession, n boy did it hurt. it strtd 2day wit my grapes for breakfast... then i went to annex [[was pissed bcuz i was there at 1 n did not take pics till like 3? probably later]] so while i was waitin i get 2 donuts n im still hungry as hell! we finally take pics n dese bastards left me n dasiane!! so me n dasiane strt tlkn [[more like complain n relatin]] about how broke we r. smh not a gud convo

we get on the train n we had a spur of the moment decision to go to soho [[yea malakey u n "gabe" aint the onlii 2 that can de that]] as we was sittin dere ridin we r tryna find someway to squeeze our money togetha to get meal for at the most 13$ [[majority of it was mines lol]]

we was relli thinkin madd hard like "dang cant believe we is think broke" so den we saw BBQ's ad n our prayers were answered. 2 meals for 9.99$ couldnt b ne better =). so on our newly changed plans to go to 42nd we was madd hype! onlii thing we was thinkin bout was if there was a time limit on this deal n we hoped there wasnt.

As we continued to tlkd about our pityful broke pockets we saw this couple engangin in PDA like everything was all Fine n Dandy n we is not in a Recession. They all luvy dovey n crap watch 2morrow they aint gonna have no food n i surely aint survivin on no love so i kno dey not. den we saw dis scary sleepin guy that i sat nxt to but i aint evn kno lol... den he reached his hand n scared the mess out of Dasiane. lolololol but bless his hand cuz he saved dasiane's much needed money for our meal.

So wen we reached we ordered our meal [[wit water of course!]] n the came bak wit sum poor man's soup. First of all it lookd disgustin. idk if i smelld it but i dont think it smell pleasin. it was very warmin though.. nice n hot. it tasted like fake campbell's chicken noodle soup [[minus the noodles]]. my retarded behind was actually eatin the juice =/ im srry but i wantd to get the most of my money. then afta they made us feel mega poor wit this bootleg soup they brought out the real meal n i was more than excited.

We happily ate our food n as Dasiane says "Daniqua is makin sure she dont drop not a grain of rice" Me "you got that rite!" there was so much food pplz strtd catchin the itis man. dasiane wantd to sleep on the table n crap lolololol

Well all n all i learnd that recession aint no joke but hey we can make it work. God Bless $9.99 Double Meals =)

life of a blogger

evn enough left for a meal lata

wosh! lemme loosen my belt

waitttt lemme take a nap

Deprivation of food n too many kids

So i woke up dis mornin afta my night of depression lol. took me awhile to get up cuz i relli jus wantd to lay in my bed. Afta pryin myself out of bed n performin my mornin duties in the bathroom i wlkd upstairs to take my shower. wen i get upstairs my sister is home..... [[dis kids r neva in skool]] so i c my grandma washin out a pot n i smell food.

this is wen i get mad

Plz tell me y my parents n my sister have breakfast in their plates n wat do i have??? A pot wit Soap in it!! Like no one evn bothered to say "Lets save Daniqua sum breakfast bcuz she does live here u kno" No! im forced to starve cuz everyone always happens to 4get that i live here.... this is not the first occasion eitha.

my parents relli say to me "Oh ur sisters r eatin this, n we r eatin this, so idk wat u gonna eat, u betta find sumthin." excuse me???? am i not included wit my sisters as a child of this house that needs to eat?? Gosh Man!

so now im jus sittin here eatin grapes n bloggin -_-

Newayzzzz. gotta tlk about wat i heard on the news 2day
Family: Octuplets' mother has 6 other children
By SHAYA TAYEFE MOHAJER – 10 hours ago
WHITTIER, Calif. (AP) — The family of a woman who gave birth to octuplets this week in Southern California says she has six other young children at home.
Angela Suleman, the woman's mother, told The Los Angeles Times on Thursday that her daughter took fertility treatment but did not expect to give birth to eight children.
The children's grandfather told The Associated Press the babies are doing well but he hasn't learned their names. His comments came outside a modest home in Whittier where he had pulled up in a minivan with two of the woman's other children — a 7-year-old and 6-year-old.
They confirmed that their mother has fourteen children.
The woman, who gave birth Monday, has requested her name be kept confidential.

betta keep ur name confidential lady or else ppl is goin to kill u... can u plz tell me y da hell u is tryin for more children if u already have 6?!?!? u should not b havin no fertility treatment or nothin! stick wit ur 6 freakin kids. u kno wat makes it evn worse?? channel 5 said that she is Single n lives with her Parents!!!!! seriously.....? i would kick her out the house
she definetly aint gettin a man now wit 14 kids SMH

ok so yeaa...

ok so i kinda jus felt like bloggin again.. why?? idk aint do it in awhile [[srry guys]]
sooo dont relli feel like tlkn bout my day [[went to skool frum 12-12:45, went to get hair done, went dress shoppin, ate at ruby tuesdays]]

umm ive recently been feelin... not like myself =/ n i have no idea y. its like im not happy, but im not sad.... its kinda like i jus dont care nemore about much of nething. like i accepted how things r, how they r not, n how they will neva b. it hurts to kno that u probably wont eva get wat u relli want but now its like ehh

i dont evn kno if thats the rite way to describe it, i feel so freakin lost wit no one to help n no one to understand. the person i want to jus cant n i doubt will eva fully.....

so if ur thinkin... oh shes in love, she has boy probs, typical girl.
its not jus the love, or the boy, its jus life in general.

ive jus become this non chalant , non caring, loner, who feels like she is non important n is not relli caring at this point

newayz blah this is how im feelin or w.e

[[point definetly proven at 1:50am smh]]

PSA [[Public Service Announcement]]

Attention People. Its Official. Daniqua has gone Insane
i repeat
Daniqua has gone Insane

everyone n everything has contributed. Every sec its like sumthin nu, or its the same crap ova n ova again. so ive accept the fact that i have gone insane n dont expect to b bak. Thank You

on another note
I have updates to Things That Make You Say WTF?!

So this past Monday many things were spotted... on my solo search i spotted the dredded Hunch Back Highschooler. Now no one ever wants to b like dis, becuz the time highschool strts books r rarely needed. this jus reminded me of bak in the day wit rollie pollies wen dey was actually kool in 4th grade but den hated in like 6th in up. so i repeat WTF?! i would relli liek to kno y dis bookbag is so gigantic lolol [[no offense, n names shall not b named (= ]]

Now later on that evenin at the "Homecoming" [[which which took place umm 4 months afta skool strt...]] my search continued... this time with the company of Keivanna. In wat use to b my biggest hate Annex [[but now missed cuz it surely aint leave me broke]] i spotted the most outrageous things lol.

So exibit A

Blast frum the Past....

So i think this boy thinks he jus stepped out of the 80's, too bad u cant c his nintendo remote control belt. [[original nintendo frum liek the early 90's]]had to get a picture so i made keivanna seem liek a fan lolol

Exibit B & C
Light Bright Twins

Now y does she have on hot pink stockings n the shirt to match??? wat is this nu fangled trend cuz i sure dont get it! Its a Shame wen its dark but u can still b spotted in a crowd like u glowin.... Seriously?? I dont understand lol

Exibit D

Pants on the Run

So this WTF fashion was on the run from me... but jus call me Daniqua Windsor-WTF!? Fashion Hunter Extrodinare [[howeva u spell dat]]

This child was on the run, had Purple Zebra doin the Bad Man Forward [[excuse my American Accent]] but Ha! Caught cha

That concludes Things That Make You Say WTF?! for this week

Near Death Experiences All b4 12

ok its jus 12 o'clock n I already had to rush out my house, almost been hit by a car, sat thru this borin as hell meeting, and caught a heart attack [[n all on an empty stomach]]


yea so I was suppose to b at this meeting for veteran tutors at 11:15 I was bein sleeping beauty this mornin n enjoyin my sleep. then my fone strt vibratin n I got so mad [[but thank god cuz..]] it was my grandfather callin wakin me up [[at 10:15!]] so I had to wake up, rush, get dressed, n get out my house... got there at 11 neway


as Im wlkn across the street my retarded behind almost got hit by a car.. me thinkin im cute wlkn n listening to music madd loud wlks across witout lookin. can't believe I almost got hit SMH lol but newayz then sum old guys was tlkn bout me cuz I almost got hit, turnin around n point n look at me n crap >= but I couldn't hear them [[cuz my music was up]] so they could go die for all I care.


afta that traumatic experience my behind was sitting in this borin as hell "orientation" [[evn though this is my 3rd semester tutoring]] I was tryin madd hrd to seem interestd n not doze off. my eyelids was madd heavy but yet these jolly white ppl was so full of Funshine so i was gettin mad, like can a rain cloud jus damper ur bright lives or sumthin. they finally sed we could leave n no one was movin...... I was like freak this im out n I was the 1st n onlii one gone.


this is wen I almost had a heart attack. went into rite aids to buy sum nu blades for my razor [[don't ask]] I askd the man to get them for me n im like how much is in a pack [[was thinkin of buyin 2 paks]] he sed 3 so im like ok he rings it up n den Bam! he says 14.sumthin [[thank god i aint ask for 2!!]] Soon as i heard that I went into a state of shock. Like that really hurt my heart... my Soul evn. "But I was ballinq so it was light work." [[--Malakey]] n i couldnt let the guy c my hurt so i jus paid for it


now im bak in my house afta bravin them hurricane winds outside [[thought I was gonna get pickd up n wind up in Oz or sumthin]] but ima relax till 4 cuz den I gotta leave again n hang wit Ashkita =]

Week-End Review

get it? get it? Week-End.. like the end of the week playin on the wrd weekend lololol woosh! Newayz dis week had a wrld wind of stuff in it! Like Oh My Gosh

-_- my parents is freakin killin my vibes man! callin me every five seconds...

so as i was sayin.... shared madd laughs dis week tlkn bout The Life of a Blogger, Insiders, and Things That Make You Say WTF. Also our Journey to SmHEARTgirls! was crazy lololol [[made sure i put notes in my fone lolol]]

Life of a Blogger:: me n Dasiane was sharing the trials n tribulations of adapting to this new lifestyle of bloggin. We was like omgggg yeaaaaa me toooo... omg that is so truuuu... danggg i thought i was the onlii one! lol at times its liek so much is in ur head but then wen u sit down to type it runs away. so we have got into a nu method of takin notes in our electronic devices [[no swagga jackin plz!]]. We also b scared that we typin too much once we do strt but hey u luv us so u'll read no matta wat =P

Insiders:: well Non-Bloggers were hatin wen me n dasiane was sharing our bloggin life experiences *cough cough* Keivanna n Keyon [[aka The KeyKeys]] *cough* so they had to b lames n make "insiders" stupid bastards i hate dem. let them make their lil insiders n watch they gonna get hit by an insider bus! [[In-Freakin-Sider! HEFFAA]]

Things that Make You Say WTF:: well i dont actually say dat i say Wat the Hell?! but newayzz we [[me n Dasiane again lol]] was on a hunt of ppl n dey shoes. the species found were the easily recognized Marshmellows, the brigther than hell Crayola Crayons, the typical [[bcuz of lack of a betta wrd]] Aldo, the clumsy Mix n Matches and the Rare [[n my favorite]] Desert Storms!

1. Marshmellows 2. Crayola 3. Aldo 4. Desert Storms

5. Clumsy Mix n Match

Journey to SmHEARTgirls!

this could b a blog of its own but im here so hey might as well jus do it here. Our weekly trek to SmHEARTgirls! is always hilarious, n its also wen we have our serious discussions on the bus about plans to b accomplished

note the serious face-->

We also have plenty of laughs on the way. <--Akilah wit a dred bun that is still attached to the man
So we get off the bus n wat do we c?? a girl in the window chowin DOWN on sum rotti! so u kno we had to capture that. Gotta go to da YC so of course akilah say we goin to the YMCA? n her n nakiya retarded behind strt doin the dance. Now we in the YC n keivanna think she a mix between a pole dance n a ice skater [[look at picture to understand lololol]] We finally at annex n we gotta eat on the floor like we in an orphanage wit no tables n we've been starved for days. But that food was OD gud so i could care less =P Afta stuff our face we prepared ourself for the Blazin of our lives =/ [[scared out of our minds!]] but ehh besides that the day was koolio

<--Hungry girl <--YMCA <--Pole dancin on Ice[[actually fallin lol]] <--Yumm

Bored aint evn the word

ok so im sittin here in the computer lab for the Third time 2day.. u would think that not havin anywrk to do in skool would b fun but wen u do it everyday for the past 3 weeks it is very tedious n boring. I literally jus sat in the computer room for 3 periods straight doing nothing at all!! [[minus rite now]]

um yea nothin relli happened 2day so far, expect that its my first day bak at skool n i feel liek i've been gone for madd long n im strving cuz theres no freakin lunch 2day [[unfortunate feature of having a hlf day every wednesday]]. i decided to tlk about my Amazin Day at Home yesterday

So i woke n watched the Inauguartion liek i believe every blak person [[i would say american did but u kno deres sum haters dat dont liek him]] did. He was like so amazin, his speech was awesome, n i wished i was his daughter =( . so newayzz afta he sed his speech n dem ppl did their non important poems they played that exitin song thingy n i think that was the best part. as soon as that song came on i was all marchin in my room n watnot havin the time of my life. i was singin along [[actually hummin]] n everything. Yup best march eva. So den i watched him sign his payroll n hes a lefty wit a nasty handicap hand like keivanna [[insider lolol]] but yaa Inauguration = Koolio

Afta inauguration i almost strvd for the whole day survin off of M&Ms that almost killed me! Then i realized I have slight OCD wen it comes to eattin snacks lol... There was a big hill of chocolate icecream in the vanilla n chocolate container. me wit my retarded self had to evn out the chocolate wit vanilla and i really wanted vanilla but everytime i put sum vanilla i jus had to put More n More chocolate so they could b level. So u kno wat?? i winded up wit maddddd chocolate in the bowl evn though I relli wantd vanilla... Also eat gummy snacks or nething that has different colors in the pak. i have to dump everything out of the pack n organize it b4 eatin. meanin:: i dump it out, seperate it by color, n then eat accordin the amount each color has [[so if pink has 5 n yellow has 3 i have to eat 2 pink first]] Yea Yea i kno crazy lol

so i guess this is enough, took up my boredom in skool, [[evn though i actually jus finished this at home LOLOL]], soo blah blah blah ttyl =)

Accepted vs. Acceptance

ok i had this whole blog planned out had it all in my notes n everything, it was gonna b mad nice n relaxed, but the most unbelievable thing jus happend n idek wat to make of it...

title:: Accepted vs. Acceptance
Meanin:: accepted- generally approved; usually regarded as normal but acceptance on the other hand is given out by the strong who is willing to adapt to differences

have u eva thought that u couldn't b who u really r or say wat u relli wanna say bcuz of how ppl may react or may treat u... I have n its a very unfortunate situation cuz sumtimes u feel like ur livin a lie or ppl don't relli kno u.. u think "o they're my frends so they'll still accept me" but in actuality anyone can change wen they hear the unexpected.... makes u wonder is bein different Really "kool" or should everyone jus live how they're expected to live to b accepted.


Its a shame when someone u consider a frend looks at u like they dont evn kno u because of a lil statement. Thats how u can pick out the real frum the fake. Tell someone sumthin that they r against n if they still accpet u n still c u for u then ur lucky cuz u have a keeper. now if they ready to up n leave in a split second they shoulda neva been there in the first place. Smh o how ppl can change so quick... o well




Blahh is all i have to say to that, keep it movin n turnin

And it was Named...

attention, there has been a change of title becuz I have realized that this is more appropriate. blah blah blah is my device of release, it always seems to b in a convo especially wen I don't feel like tlkn n givin details. wen im bored blahh is the perfect word, n wen I don't wanna b botherd its jus blahh w.e.. so yup its a very versatile wrd n here u go blah blah blah

on another note, here sumthin i wrote durin my boredom n happiness at home

gotta burn on my head but don't call me a burn head
scarf on my head but don't call it a turban

got socks on my feet but don't call me socky

now excuse gotta go feed my fish rocky

my favorite color is pink

n old ppl r stinky

UPS trucks on my block make me happy
converses at my door make my heart feel sappy

this is my life I aint no fake

im on my wii makin salsbery steak

Obamas in office and he gonna rock it

typin this all in my notes on my sidekik

yall reading this n yall kno yall like it

im srry name don't rhyme with it
but this is my life im Daniqua Windsor

yup its my life don't call me Shaniqua Sindsor

cuz yup that's rite im Daniqua Windsor

ok yeaa i jus been pissd off so blahh w.e >=/

Day and Night was Created...

so the day is offically done n i am currently ^[[bored]]

powerpuff girls rockd my day ALL day 2day. enjoyed stayin in my bed watchin cartoons bein the lil kid i am at heart =) . i loved the nu episode n cant wait for the dvd to come out so i can buy it... im thinkin bout buyin Gossip Girl too cuz dat sho is Wosh! [[nothin like it]] have you eva realized the same thing but under different circumstances can eitha b fun or boring? Like 2day

situation:: layin in ur bed all day doin nothing goin nowhere..

since i was watchin sumthin i liked and tlkn to ppl i enjoy i had no problem wit it [[minus the fact that i was starvin]] but if i was to b in bed, nothin on tv, wit pointless convos i woulda went insane. luckily that didnt happen

yo i stay havin madd stuff in my head planned out but den wen it comes to fingers to keyboard it always escapes my brain. hmmm nxt time ill jsu type it on my fone lolol newayzzzz

enjoyed my 3 [[soon to b 4]] day vacation. Parents is lettin me stay home 2morrow. Yay Me! Schools pointless now neway bcuz i have 3class, 2 dat count, n 1 i acutally care about.. soo can u tell me y i needa b there?? So yup another glorious day of sleepin late, layin in bed, doin nothin =] life couldnt b any better... o wait yea it could if i get my converses 2morrow!! [[i doubt it but ehh, keep hope alive]] 2morrow should b a gud day ;-) hopefullyy lol

my wrld is still revolving into the night... catch u in the AM

funny convo of 2day::
Me: dats y ur mojo jojo!
Statuzbwoy92: ?? ur weierdo
Me: no ur jus mad ur a monkey wit a big brain
Mojo: lmbooo ur realli buggin
Me: that gets beat up by girls
Me: =P
Mojo: lmbooo
Mojo: -_-

And in the Beginnin...

Soooo um yea the names Daniqua, offical nickname Niqqua but ppl remix it so I respond to DaDa, DaDaski, Qua Qua, Danni, n w.e else ppl decide make up [[n i c fit]]. Wantd to strt a blog wit Dasiane but she jus left me for Malakey but its kool =/ i kinda had this whole intro thingy all thought out it was all kool soundin but now i cant remember crap lol. ok so skool.. um go to an unknown basement skool thats gud wit givin u credits n drabbin up ur life. intrest.. my fone is constantly in my hand which strtd august 15th 2008. Converses r my love, ppl say im Addicted but im just a BiG fan. ppl also say im spoiled but im not bcuz im poor but everyone refuses to believe me. so i dont relli feel like doin this into crap nemore so about my day..

i jus retured home frum the ghetto'ist mcdonalds eva, the freakin cahsier was tlkn on her fone while i was tryna put in my order >=[ i jus wantd to say umm hello u r workin u kno! newayzz Wen i wlkd out the house i was ambushed by these gigantic snowflakes, shocked the hell outta me. then i saw a snowman on my porch n i strtd laughin [[cuz my sisters was dead outside playin in like 1/2 in of snow lolol]]

now dat im bak n i was also fell asleep on im watchin the powerpuff girls marathon! [[sedusa is amazin n im Blossom]]. i dead woke up this mornin to 32 new ims, 1 txt, n was disturbed in my sleep twice last night [[all of this was by the same person!!]] besides dat my day is goin gud, had sum gud left ova red lobster 4 breakfast. now im maxin n relaxin in my bed.. had wantd to go out 2day but yesterday was gud enough n i cant miss my powerpuffs. enough of my ramblin... ill update u lata as my life continues to turn >>>

[[bak to powerpuffs]]