Ever Questioned Yourself?

Have u eva felt jus relli confused, but dont kno about wat?
or jus been relli stressed but cant put ur finger quite on y?
has 1 person ever juus had so much control over u its crazy wen u think about it?
have u eva told urself "dats it im done" but kne u was lyin?
have u eva felt like u couldnt help urself but dont understand y?
did it eva seem like everything pointed towards wrong but yet it still felt rite?
have u eva followed your heart bcuz it was too hard to follow ur head?
did u eva wonder y the 2 jus couldnt cooperate?
was there a time wen u jus cried and didnt kno exactly y but it felt rite?
have u eva cried ova someone, but kne that person was the onlii one that could fix it?
have u eva jus found urself starin, mind blank, but at the same time so much running threw?
have u ever questioned ur feelins?
have u ever wantd to change them?
did u ever hate them?
have u ever jus stared at a SN n got so enraged?
but then in the same instant hoped they tlk to u?
eva wondered if they was doin the same?
ever clicked their sn jus to stare at an empty IM box?
contiplated on wat to say?
or if u should say nething?
have u ever hoped someone could feel wat u feel?
the hurt u feel?
have u ever wished the world was simple?
everything was perfect?
ur dream would come tru?
hhave u ever accept the fact that it wont?
ever lied to yourself and sed that u've accepted it?
and still hoped that it would come tru?
ever wish you could go bak in time to that specific moment?
wantd that time wen nothin matterd n the wrld was perfect?
ever realized that the onlii way u could feel betta comes frum the one u hate?
have u ever thought u lost all ur pride?
how bout urself?
felt lost in the world? with no place? or purpose?

I Have